It’s been awhile since I’ve posted anything I think. That’s because things have been such a big combination between the good and the bad and the horrific. At this point I just don’t know what to do. Things are crazy and I’ve fallen. I didn’t want to, dammit I didn’t want to! Love hurts so fucking much. I think it kills me more than it makes me happy… I just wish something would happen that would make things better, but unless the world ends I don’t see how that’s going to happen. I’m sorry it’s nothing poetic but I’m sick and I’m tired. Screw life.